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This Is Semi-Important.

Has anybody made a huge mistake, and then realized that you were fucking up, and then fixed yourself? And then nobody believed you and everybody disappeared from your life without a look back? I think that just happened.

I guess what they say is true, once a heroin addict, always a heroin addict. I relapsed for a 48 hour binge. I don’t know what I was thinking - I just needed an excuse. And.. and then I stopped myself. I had been down that road so many times. I finally realized it in time, and I stopped. Then everyone found out, and now, their gone. Not even a text or message to see if I’m doing okay. My best friend won’t even answer my calls…

Am I wrong? Does one fuck up mean I never get any slack? God, the irony is killing me. Any ideas…?