February 2010
19 posts
“Out partying for the night. Hellz yeah. Why am I updating all you on this? Haha....”
January 2010
79 posts
Heheh. Heheheheh.
CANT EVEN.
Seriously. I’m dying. Haha. Oh man. It just hit me that I wasted almost four fucking years. YEARS. Since I was seventeen and two months! What the fuck was I thinking?
Jesus Christ! Hahaah. Lord.
Hi. I’m Dean. I’m insane.
Revelation:
I’ve only ever really been attracted to very good looking girls. I tend to obsess with the ugly ones. Thank god I don’t do that shit anymore. (one habit kicked)
Copy my moves and steal my lines. You wish.
Got four calls for bud today. Does anyone here deal weed a lot? Considering adding that to my repertoire as well. Hrm.
Stop It.
Stop being in love with me and thinking you know me. You don’t know anything about me. You don’t know the first thing I think about in the mornings, you don’t know my favorite food, you don’t know my past, you will not know my future. I am not your imaginary love anymore. Stop.
I am not your Edward. I am not your vampire. I am not your kitchen boy and I am not anything to...
SpotLight City pick of the day:
Leaf House -...
“Fish eye lenses are stupid.”
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okay,
“if by gay you mean the old english definition of fun and enjoyable, then yes, it is extremely gay.”
ROLE MODELS. :D
So happy someone got this reference.
Ask me anything
“Every difficulty slurred over will be a ghost to disturb your repose later on.”
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Why are you so dramatic?
I don’t know why, I guess. I just am. Sorry. I like blowing things out of proportion.
r u gay do u like men
I’m not homosexual. Sometimes I am happy, therefore gay, but I’m very attracted to women. I have male friends of mine that I like, yes. NO I DONT LIKE DICK IN MY ASS
Ask me anything
“Can Obama get assassinated already?”
“I’m drawing the coolest thing ever. Hold on.”
Terrible Posture.
Skeletons just don’t have the energy to stay upright, you know? Hey, has anyone ever had to read the short story ‘Where Are You Going, Where Have You Been?’ I literally stumbled upon it the other day and only remembered about it now for all you Tumblr folk. And I’m coherent enough today to figure out full sentences.
She went into the kitchen and approached the door slowly,...
I Don't Watch Movies Anymore
I live them. Well, I mean, if Brad Pitt was my cocky ass best friend who was always visiting and that girl from House was my upstairs neighbor.
Bet!
Hi.
All the Gaga crazies have been out on the town for the past few days. Fuck Lady Gaga and her Monster Ball tour - there’s so many insane girls and a good number of insane gay men clogging up the city. Only good was that I got to party with R for a while after the concert. Unfortunately I had to deal with her drunk posse. I’m really not up to doing that.
I have come to the conclusion...
Count to Three
And I’m gone.
Fucking done with this city. But now I’m stuck. FUCK. A year ago I was getting ready to go to London with Will. Now I’m just trying to get with his girl. What an interesting year.
“I am the monster that makes you into the mess you think you are.”
“Off to sleep for a millenia or so.”
“It’s really tough when your friends, family, and closest strangers decide...”
These Are My Last Words on the Issue:
I am no longer trying to impress you.
You can continue to attack me as you are, but I refuse to try and prove myself to you anymore. I sincerely hope you have an amazing life with whomever you end up with. Just thank your lucky stars it won’t be me.
Sleep time. Nothing else keeps my insomnia away. :]
But would any one like to talk on AIM?
EDIT: One last thing. I was really close to...
HA HA! HAHA HAH HA HA!
Success!
Bored,
Loopy, and high of some fine dope.
So ask me anything http://formspring.me/SpotLightCity
Because I know you want me or something retarded like that.
Guarantee offense of 30,000 + people because I used the word retarded.
“Real people make me angry. I’m going to stick with my imaginary friends...”
If you add me on facebook, there is a good chance...
nikodemus:
(via cleverusername)
We should definitely be Facebook friends.
I do wants can has peekture of ginger hairz?
Words Whispered Through Prison Bars
Tend to lose most of their well-meant charm. They collected in the indent of my collarbone, words pooling like droplets of glass that sparkled and sunk into me like tears. I have become impervious - I have become invulnerable (but so far from immortal). Your words are pointless, they just roll roll roll down to nothing, collapse on themselves on the floor and scatter towards nothing. It...
Last Night I
Got so god damn drunk and fucked up I totally threw up all over a cabbie. Haha. Easily the best night in a long time. First did about three bags and went to Jen/Wills. Just hung out and tried to convince Will I was doing fine. Jen knew better and didn’t try to stop me. Ended up at Julia’s where there was plenty of glorious alcohol that I’d been depriving myself of too long. Hit...
“It’s greater than before. I feel like I’ve got my old best friend...”
SpotLight City pick of the day:
Beer - Reel Big...
Fuck All of You
Fuck apartments fuck school fuck friendships fuck phones fuck money fuck rent fuck old friend fuck mom fuck art fuck my camera fuck sleeping fuck judgements fuck whores fuck writing fuck music fuck wasting fuck intelligence fuck expectations fuck SAT scores fuck moving fuck the city fuck that stupid cup of coffee and quite honestly just fuck it all.
I don’t care anymore. I’m finally...
If I Could Jus Sleep
I’m so tired. haven’t felt this was in such a long time… I forgot how good it is, how amazing it made me feel. There’s no more anger and no more hate. Just.. just silence and an inexplicable feeling. Oh demons, I think you’re finally gone. It’s just too good, such a love-hate experience. Where have I gone to? Where is my mind?
It’s right where I left it,...
“One way ticket to the gutter! Again! Cnat stop!”
“I just blew through about 18 bags of dope I was supposed to be selling. My life...”
“Dear America:
I FUCKING HATE YOU”
“I want to be your man but I am so far off limits it’s like I don’t...”
“I’ll move to Paris, shoot some heroin, and fuck with the stars.”
“Hey hey whatchu say? You’ve been on my mind all day.”
“Do not want this new Tumblr. Take it back.”
DO IT. YOU WON'T.
http://formspring.me/SpotLightCity
Seriously. I’m curious as hell.
“New layout. I am thinking that I hate it.”
SpotLight City pick of the day:
Horchata -...
Everyone Is A Little Racist.
Seriously. Whether you mean to do it or not, I guarantee you’ve made a racist joke or there’s one kind of person/group that you just can’t deal with. Hell, just watching that crazy Jersey Shore show makes me want to reenact the Holocaust on the guidos of Seaside Heights or whatever.
Sorry. For some reason I just felt like saying that.
Hi. My name’s Dean. I am...
SpotLight_City: 94 Days. →
HEY HATERS.
I am not a scene kid. (I don’t care enough about how I look to be one)
I am not homosexual. (Although with all the girl troubles I sometimes wish I were)
I am not stupid. (SAT score: 1920)
I am not stable. (94 days of sobriety)
I dunno. Felt like I had to clear a few things up.
“Ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-CHICAGOOOOOOOO”