December 2009
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Germany to...
2010 Is Going To Be A Good Year.
I can feel it. Right… there. Deep in my chest. It’ll all be okay. I know it.
New Year's Resolution:
Quit smokes and control anger issues.
“If you would be so kind as to go listen to Blackout by Muse right now, you will...”
"The Truth Is,"
He mumbled, chewing at a fingernail and fighting to keep his breath at a normal pace for the sake of appearances. “That I’ve missed you so terribly I can’t sleep. I hurt just waking up and the pain makes me want to cry. You say that I’ve hurt you and I have. But the truth is -” He stopped, touched the empty couch cushion next to him, wiped hard at his eyes, threw the...
I'm Not.
I am not the talking type. I’m not really your type at all - no, lie. I am exactly your type, it’s true.
I am not mad. Words just aren’t cutting it right now, I wish thoughts could just appear. That they could just jump from my head to yours; how I’d give for that. But it’s just… pain and this deep deep hurting feeling that I did this to you that all of this...
No no no no
No please I pray to god you’re lying. I hate god I don’t believe in him and I don’t believe in anything but this one lie please please please tell me this is a lie or a joke or a scam or a terrible terrible terrible ploy aimed at revenge because this will make me want to kill myself to know that I really really really was the one who drove you insane. Please just lie to me.
“I fucking hate when your roommate keeps trying to take ninja pictures of you...”
“Secret’s Out #8: I can’t remember whether we’re friends or not...”
SpotLight City pick of the day:
Boys Don’t...
Take It Easy, Tiger (Woods)
I’m getting way too carried away with my memories. Ali left this morning on the 8:08 flight to Arizona, then back to California. I’m going to miss her so much; her stay really wasn’t long enough. I guess I’m just going to have to go home eventually if I want to see her again…
Almost the new year. Almost another new start. I don’t really know how to react....
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you could get so much better than that girl.
I’d really have to know which girl we’re talking about here.
Ask me anything
“I have a sudden and undeniable urge to have a Star Wars marathon, followed...”
“Happy New Year’s, baby - you’ll always be the best gift that I never...”
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Do you miss her?
If by her you mean Laura Anne Clark of Arkansas, then yes. Of course I do. Or you could just mean my mum, and I miss her too.
Ask me anything
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Would you die for him if he begged you to?
Wow, that’s heavy. I would need to know who this him is. It all depends, I guess.
YO ASK ME A Q.~
The one who got away, of course.
Ghosts Like Bullets
Can you still Pass through me like you did? The one day so So So Long ago when I felt your heart (your beautiful and full and strong heart) Beating and humming with mine? Because To be honest I love how you were (are?) So other worldly You were (are?) Something new And clean Unblemished and whole Something so light that it was the only way I could become Whole. Your fingertips were never there -...
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What celebrity would play you in a movie about your life?
Pete Wentz.
Apparently I’m pretty much him except I’m a lot taller. So… maybe if Pete Wentz and like… Jared Leto had a love child.
That’d be me.
Ask me anything
SpotLight City pick of the day:
Burnin’...
Baby, Aaaall I Want Fooor Christmaaaas Is Youuu.
Except I have no friends or girlfriend or long lost relatives or really anything to want that badly for Christmas. Hey don’t get me wrong, I love my family but you know they kind of you know hate me and all and I can only get my baby sister out here to visit me for a week and half. You know, she’s not even a baby anymore. Hardly. Damn, I fucking hate that she’s going to be going...
“Waiting in line for Muse tickets. Won’t be back for hours. FUCK YEAH.”
SpotLight City pick of the day:
The Kill - 30...
“Secret’s Out #7: I judge people by what they’ve done in their lives,...”
I'll Never Tell
I have a Long and dark, Overly dramatic and Very personal secret. Except you won’t Live to hear it. Another cry for attention? Underneath it all, I am Responsible. Especially because it is so obvious and open. Nobody can miss it. Consider this: Loving such a perfect, perfect Angel has equally terrible, terrible Risks. Know it?
SpotLight City pick of the day:
I’m Gonna...
“I will watch over you as long as you never know I exist.”
Dear God.
I don’t believe in you. I wish I did, really, I wish I honestly could say I believe there was some ultimate person in the sky that would take care of me, that there was someone who knew my intentions were, however hidden, good. I wish I could believe that. But you’ve let too much happen to me.
You know, I used to think that you existed. My ma is a devout Catholic; she’d never...
“Quite simply, we burned out.”
We Like To Watch You Laughing
You picked the insects off of my skin and told me not to worry when I held everything. You called me about two hours ago and said you were negative. I smiled to myself and realized you couldn’t see through the phoneline. Was reminded of my past life. Voiced my happiness that you were one of the lucky ones and I am happy that you are healthy. You asked me about the heart transplant struggle....
“I worry/think too much to be functional as a human being.”
You Look Ridiculous.
When you kids peers who could be very good skilled authors and writers insist on using big immense words vocabulary just to come off as a little far more intelligent well-educated or something. It’s dumb as shit aggravating and stupid not flattering. Seriously, why don’t you just write what you feel your emotions? Why can’t you just put down your own words? Who are you trying to...
“I wish I had a Formspring. Then I’d know what people really think.”
Inpatient Treatment.
Yeah. Thankfully the woman working at the reception understood and pretty much had me locked up for the day/night. I just felt that coming on, I felt it all slipping away and bruises were appearing where I had never been hit. I guess I should be grateful, you know, finally almost understanding how this thing on my shoulders works. I’m never not going to be addicted to heroin. I’ll just...
“I am a 1989 kid. I grew up on Star Wars and Aladdin, mostly Star Wars though.”
“I want drugs. This is my cry for help. Going to rehab before things get fucked...”
I Do Not Like You, D.A.R.
I do not like you in the east, I do not like you in the west. I do not like you wide awake, I cannot stand you when at rest. I do not like you in the morning, midday, dusk or nighttime warning. I do not like you on the phone, I do not like you home alone. I do not like you when you’re glad, I do not like you when you’re mad. I cannot stand you cooked on drugs, I do not like you when...
“The city is just a place where ghosts can gather to stare.”